i am just going so fucking crazy. i am not happy with anything, i am making myself sick.
why can i not accomplish anything, why can i not stick to any plan i create for myself, why can i not achieve my goals properly
why the fuck am i holding myself back.
i have a secret.
my boyfriend does not own a tumblr, which is a good thing because..
i am pretty sure that i am completely in love with this kid. utterly absorbed and infatuated with this beautiful human being.
i really needed to get that out, thankyou.