itss my mothaa fuckinnnn birthdayyyyy guysss, 21 21 21 21 21 21 !!!!! <33333
i went to volleyball practice, then i went tanning. i cannot even begin to tell you how amazing tanning after any type of workout feels. it was pure bliss, i was like rising up to the heavens for those 20 minutes.
i have given up on you. you never gave me a chance. i was just there to entertain you, i see this now. honestly i saw this happening from the beginning and i just played along. im as much to blame as you. i feel like every time i try to let someone in, let someone close, just even like someone, they just disappear. always. im over it. so exhausted from trying that i just dont care. i dont care about you, i dont care about the next you, i dont care about ever finding someone like you, i just dont care. pretty sure ive been pushed over the edge and this is just it. ive finally hit rock bottom and i just give in, i just fucking give in. your ignorant ass is not worth me getting upset over anymore. ive had enough of your and everyone elses bullshit. im sick of everyone like you. get the fuck away from me, i just want to be alone.